mary poppins and the elephant

i loved you so much
i miss you more than i miss liking myself
i loved you so much
and you lay there so many times, trying for the both of us

and now it's supposed to be different
now we're supposed to be different

i miss you so much
i miss your drip and your bite and your art and the best of us
i miss you so much
and you tell me that you don't miss being scared, you don't miss being scared
well i'm scared

won't you let me lay with you?
please just let me lay with you

i remember so much
like when my jaw gave out as soon as my tongue collapsed in my mouth
do you remember anything?
'cause i remember collecting every day just in hopes of you
remembering me, remembering me

won't you let me lay with you?
please just let me lay with you